Valentines day xoxo

I hope you find a better man

I hope you love him more than you want to admit

I hope he whisks you away, hand in hand.

I bet he’ll give you joy that’s firm and true

I bet he’ll slip inside you, pleasures of a sinner

I bet he’ll put the drive in your dreams like a knight, shining ardour.

I hope he take you out for fancy dinners

I hope he takes you places in his fancy car

I hope you wait for his reply till midnight, then text him franticly till daylight.

I know you’ll think about him non-stop, his face runs through your brain, blinding motion

I know you’ll call him right after work, the thoughts seep everywhere, vast ocean

I know you’ll tell him how your feeling, how your heart with rapidity is beating blood around your chest if you cut a vein, the blood would gush out more emotion than you could ever hope to express.

I hope the phone glares in your face

I hope the ring runs on till you hang up

I hope your inbox becomes an empty place.

I want you to stay because you need him, no want

I want you to have arguments over the code to his phone

I want him to do wrong, then you love him more and love yourself less.

I hope when you see him you’re on edge

I hope when he sees you he looks away

I hope his voice will haunt your dreams, as it echoes “I love you” rhythmically.

I hope he dumps you through the phone

I hope you spend the nights alone

I hope your heart sinks low like the tears on your face.

I want you to bury your head in your pillow

I want you to bury your feelings to no avail

I want him to date a new bitch within a week.

I think about you every second.

Dedicated to jojo