Wednesday, 16 August 2017

Flags

We put a flag on the moon to say we got their first
We hold flag up high when we surrender to force
We drag a flag through the street to give our opinions traction
We wear opposing flags to a footy game, drunk looking for action
There are flag’s in holes to show the golfer his goal
Flags in the sea to show the tourist a boundry
Flags on a coffin to show a sacrificial respect
Flags paraded through scarred streets, roaring pride of the SS
Flags for a show
Flags for a speech
Flags side by side a bunch of democratic bro's
Burn a flag the right will scream
Own another the left Furiously tweet
I hold my flag close to my chest
A pole that’s bare

With no flag to contest.

Monday, 12 June 2017

Issues

Friends will make you jitter,
Our enemies often make us bitter,
Your choice of partner chooses you,
As either a winner or a quitter.

See a couple sat on twitter,
A strong report of type that glistens.
Sit them down together till our world fades to the past,
Watch them grapple for subjects not sarcastic or crass.

Look to a couple who are like cacti and cloth,
One piercing the other with hopeless grasp,
The other desperate to float off, soon as those spines snap,
The pain is dually suffered until one gives up hope.

The beast of need is just the sin of greed
Patching insecurity with attention constantly,
Sightless demands draining a slowing supply
Everyone micro- second not given, they ask
Why, why, WHY?

Every reward beckons challenge,
Every victory must pass defeat,
A relationship is as imperfect,
as every single human being.
So, if Stars cross and you both have no issues,
Grip a happy dagger, then thrust it through the heart,
Feel the surge of care and hurt, then never drift apart.


To put this on record, I lay my flaw here:

When They are not near that’s when I start to worry,
Fear take’s a spoon, stirs my fears like a Mcflurry,
The ice bites my heart, so its pace will now hurry.
Meanwhile fingers pitter-patter spelling out a worried natter,

A lack of trust can exasperate mental clatter.

Wednesday, 17 May 2017

Train poem #1




Cold air runs through the warm box,
The wheels churned the tracks, so train slogs on.
The music leaves me deaf and the silence outside is eerie,
The portraits that surround me are locked in frame,
No smiles, no movement still souls in transit.
The Ancient trolley wobbles through the gallery,
A one-man band of crashes and snack’s,
Offering alcohol, to bring the spirits back.

Every stop comes then soon passes,
Ignored by the masses,
Noted down on page
By those pretentious asses
Who harbour desire to break up “normality”
With the tap, tap, tap of technology     
To break a cycle with repetitive motions
Then while the train shoots of in a flash
The rest of them remain, models in a still life class

the motion isn’t easy
the outside is a blur
the angels in my ear
serenading
the sound paints the world
as more than fuzzy browns and greens
animating those who stare there at their screens
but I guess that’s also me

inside my mind I’m simply locked in my perspective
I wonder what the lady across would say
About my little word collective
“well ill have you know you little prick
That I don’t look boring
I fink I’m quite fit
Besides you’re the creep searching around
Like an addict looking for a fix
For something to say or write
Some nonsense and the like
Cause your as bored, plain and still as the rest of us
Right?”

I guess she’s got me there
The train is just a syphon for the life inside us
From the boy on the laptop
To the bloke on the kindle
Even the couple who just got on chatting
But now stare at their own phones
Without a kiss or glance between to ever happen
Trained to switch off the moment we sit down
To recoil inside ourselves as deep as we can go

In case we should ever dare to connect with anyone else 

Saturday, 25 February 2017

Spirits

I found the spirit that I needed
It lifted me up from my chair.
Paused my breathing.
It was raw yet frigid,
Clawed at my throat.
Though it lacked weight
This drink helped me float.

It flowed in my glass- mirror
Image of myself looking back,
Fuzzy like my vision,
Blurred like my past.
To a witness in the bar they
See a fallen figure double down
Dousing fires in their soul
But the liquor burns them quicker,
Till the fire behind their eyes
 let’s you gaze into their hell.

I prayed I’d never do this:
Never follow a father,
Who preached Vatican titles,
Yet smothered his issues
in booze and substance abuse.
Then went to church the next day
and begged for his forgiveness,
who then came later anyway
continuing misuse.
I’m not a man of faith
But I will not be a liar
Ill pray to any god who’ll love me,
Stop me drinking

Like my father.

Monday, 13 February 2017

Valentines day xoxo

I hope you find a better man
I hope you love him more than you want to admit
I hope he whisks you away, hand in hand.
I bet he’ll give you joy that’s firm and true
I bet he’ll slip inside you, pleasures of a sinner
I bet he’ll put the drive in your dreams like a knight, shining ardour.

I hope he take you out for fancy dinners
I hope he takes you places in his fancy car
I hope you wait for his reply till midnight, then text him franticly till daylight.
I know you’ll think about him non-stop, his face runs through your brain, blinding motion
I know you’ll call him right after work, the thoughts seep everywhere, vast ocean
I know you’ll tell him how your feeling, how your heart with rapidity is beating blood around your chest if you cut a vein, the blood would gush out more emotion than you could ever hope to express.

I hope the phone glares in your face
I hope the ring runs on till you hang up
I hope your inbox becomes an empty place.
I want you to stay because you need him, no want
I want you to have arguments over the code to his phone
I want him to do wrong, then you love him more and love yourself less.

I hope when you see him you’re on edge
I hope when he sees you he looks away
I hope his voice will haunt your dreams, as it echoes “I love you” rhythmically.
I hope he dumps you through the phone
I hope you spend the nights alone
I hope your heart sinks low like the tears on your face.

I want you to bury your head in your pillow
I want you to bury your feelings to no avail
I want him to date a new bitch within a week.

I think about you every second.



Dedicated to jojo

Wednesday, 18 January 2017

Pink

Pink is the flesh
Pink is the pig
Pink like the meat
Pink innards squished
Pink in the eye
Pink the disease
Pink on the rise
Pink pastel sighs
Pink the depression
Pink bright on the outside
Pink for a woman
Pink now for men
Pink as a stigma
Pink as raw blood
Pink elephant stance
Pink stubborn yet fair
Pink’s attentive air
Pink flushed cheeks
Pink emotions: rushed and bleak
Pink that colour of rosy cheeks
Pink badge of the awkward and shy
Pink stands out, bold, proud
Pink neon rave
Pink making slaves
Pink is white plus red
Pink is the colour


Of a privilege left for dead

Monday, 19 December 2016

Annual decline (a poem on how this year has felt)

Drain the well of words, see the lack of thought thereof and the realisation that twenty sixteen was. The year of dead dreams: now philosophy, ironically, has stagnated for all to see.
Subjective now objective the objective to subject them,
those who don’t agree, who dare not to see. racist liberal greedy illogical free
market closed minded. Bleeding heart, catastrophising.
Open then forced to close, like the case of our time, you stay in your bubble i'll stay in mine.
People of our planet causing constant verbal crime.
Support the change.
Triggered and deranged, hold back the wave racist white slaves,
No grey.
All clean.
Two poles.
All extreme. The fence wrenched down now the world is a battleground, a trillion words floating around, proudly yelling factual blurs, rage and cursing, homophobic slurs, one comment to another warring as lost brothers on every topic that we conceive.
Hear no evil see none too but speak it all and claim its for the good you do, debates no longer exist baiting is the key, cool kids getting edgy to swim in the screams. Two sides now two lines.
Parallels, one direction no change no shift, bullshit take a stride, turn, ride into the night with open eyes see the chinks in their armour and yours and mine. Arguments turn to war no victor, brains littered with bodies intellectual litter causing young minds to decay in fathoms.

have you ever heard the tragedy of humans reverting to animals?


Footnote: This is more of a spoken word piece that will evolve into that medium when i feel confident to do so, in the meantime here's the written poem.
~ Peace